Are You with me ?

A strange relationship I have had with people, people those who have been with me more get the feeling I have not been with them while those who have not been with me have felt that they have been with me.

Many have come to me sat with me, talked to me or even visited me once or twice and they feel that they know me, they are not so ready to make a decision, conclusion and put me in a category they feel they know me. In reality they have not known love or truth, for they come with conditions, prejudices and they want me to agree with their conditions and prejudices. They hear only what they want, know what they already think they know and work only on what they have conditionally held on. Most of the times they see a person who is not in rhyme with their conditions, prejudices or their half hearted attempts in showing their partial knowledge they have gained from net, books, for them clearly I am a dangerously wrong person.

But those who have been having deeper relationship where the heart was involved and mind was ready to absorb, they are the one’s with true commitment. I may accept one and all but it is difficult for those one and all to accept me for the core is a way of taking Agöra Rites of Passage allowing one to be in tune with Naimisha Caitya. It is a way of knowing that you also understand, know, relate and accept from core; it is a way of openness whereby you are ready to walk with me, be there and be alive. I have to know you will believe me, trust me, and are ready to walk the way of pathless unknown-known. You have to be ready to allow the change to happen within by disciplining yourself on the path beginning with the external change by letting go off the past. A drop that begins with a name then expands to the name of ál as something starts happening between me and  you. It is a new wave, a new thought, a new beginning, a day when you are reborn. A date which shall be your day of birth at the conscious levels, a day  where you become ready for the Future, where past has no role, no basis and no criteria for the ancient is the one for the future, thus everything else is disowned and one becomes open, ready and awaits the way to be walked upon without any prejudices.

~ Maitreya Rudrabhayananda

#Maitreya

Photo courtesy : Sureetha Ashokan ji