There has been too much going on here at my end since past some time, many people who are in touch know it and many more are aware of it. Mind was racing on one goal and one purpose for many years for I knew there are many levels, directions and dimensions to it.
Friends and family, acquaintances and colleagues came one by one and then left one by one, for they were looking for only short term purpose and fulfillment of desires. So most of the people never even got to know the first dimension itself properly before they left and those who were left never knew the depths and vastness of the energy and matter in the natural manner. Things moved from bad to worse on personal front, the pressures mounted yes it was great period for learning and knowing a better level within myself, the kārma-bhāva at the grossest and gross level of consciousness pushed and pulled me in many directions and dimensions that they held within them.
Manō-bhāva and Rũpa-bhāva kept on pushing one on the path of the holding on things that was part of kārma-bhāva while the Arūpa-bhāva was something that kept on dropping the layers one by one yet the force of Manō-bhāva and Rũpa-bhāva kept on pushing back the layers again and again for the world around me wanted it to be there while the inner self just was watching the moments wherein the dropping could happen.
The whole levels of pushing and pulling I have decided to bid farewell for the newer lessons to be learned on the path I shall be moving from now on. The whole concept emerged from the path I had travelled years ago. Over the last few months I had been reliving the past and wherein the ways got deviated from the original path I had taken upon. As the path opened up it showed me the worst of my years, wherein I was holding on the māyā-bhāva, so finally it allowed me to rise on the higher plateau. The rising might have been due to the sadhana path I had taken, allowing me to gain the true insight of Divine Guru, whom I can only follow and be there for through His Holy grace only I get gain the Blessing of Divine Spark.
Whatever happened even though it was quite mentally and emotionally painful, for as recent as three weeks back is good for it is a huge learning experience on the spiritual path. Death in the state of deathless was the beginning of the journey for me even some forty years back, wherein the death in family had jolted me on the path. The only remembrance I had all those years being a tiny kid was the teachings of my father telling me that Shiva was the Lord who transcended even the Death (Mřyťũ) I was quite fascinated by the very expression that one who is able to reach out to the Lord Shiva himself one would be able to know death and transcend it. It was nothing with breaking the rules of nature but was a way of becoming aware of the truth of biggest mystery called death. I wanted it to be a part of me and also allowing me to live in it.
Yes a time came in future from the beginning of the journey wherein I was lost to the world for nearly two months, being in comma. The world around me just waited for me to come alive while I was living a world completely inexplicable.
Even upon waking up I was not sure what exactly had happened but yes something had happened that changed everything around me forever. The whole core transformed from the state of being to the state of beinglessness, death became part of me. Nine times I have reached the state of death and somehow by divine grace I have been able to cross over the way in the most smooth manner. During these all paths of journey I always had the firm faith that it is not the God but the Divine force creating a moment in time and space wherein the body becomes ready for living and as the time stops in a moment of space the body drops the life force to continue the journey into another dimension holding the time and space moment as the core for expansion and continuation. This is ascension of the divine spark.
This faith within was elevated not due to self but somehow, somewhere I remember seeing a fighter spirit force in the form of a bearded soul sitting in deep penance emerging from the force of light and expanding the force around in the most unique and cosmic manner. The same seated Ancient soul had the force of a warrior, holding the light in hand breaking and cutting through the galaxies, time and space in the most awesome manner as if it was not a light but a rod of lightening itself. The first time I saw the form was somewhere when I was seven, the force was such that my body broke down again taking me closer to the force of death than to life at the body level. It was like being hit by a cosmic hurricane but then it too was a learning experience.
The whole cosmic science of death was something really unique which was search for me, it is here that I was blessed to know and understand about Isā Kāyňāķ Vĩd
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Namaskar Guruji, thankyou for sharing your experience.
Namaskar Maitreya ji. No words to tell. We are fortunate to be with you and having known YOU. Thanks for Sharing this to us.
Pranam Namaskar thank YOU