What am I seeking?
Am I religious?
Am I true?
I really do not know for my heart yearns… it is thirsty… it is pushing. My whole self has changed… it radiates and I know there is a dynamic manifestation of divinity in my heart, thoughts and action. I have seen the illumination and it is so bright that it has burned by old self. Expansion within broke all barriers and the dams obstructing the divine love and compassion have broken through.
So radiant it is… so radiant it is and then with one powerful force I am thrown off and here I look into the mirror, a small flicker of light I see hidden within the layers of the heart. Externally, I am purely ugly, un-spiritual, un-divine… I am full of those things which do not allow me to radiate with the divine light.
Millions of masks changed over different moments of time… they have made me lose the pure soul within me which today is nothing more than a tiny light which I tend to lose with every passing moment.