[A letter received from Dear Nitin ji after a journey of Chakra and beginning the journey of Raal]

Dearest Gurudev,

I sat in meditation this morning, intending to practice, but instead, I found myself overcome with tears. They weren’t tears of sadness, but of a sudden, piercing clarity.

I was looking back at the person I was before I found you.

I remember how proud I used to be of my “protocols.” I carried my knowledge of Pranic Healing like a shield. I thought I knew how this universe worked because I had a manual. I thought that if I just followed the steps—sweep, energise, stabilise—I was in control. I was a mechanic of the aura, confident that I could “fix” anything if I just applied the right rule.

But, Gurudev, I was spiritually dry. I was swimming in a pool, thinking it was the ocean.

Since walking this path with you, something fundamental has shattered inside me—in the most beautiful way.

I realised today that I used to treat my chakras like machines. If the engine was sputtering, I’d clean the filter. It was cold. It was clinical. It was safe.

But you… you taught me that they are listening.

When you speak about the Mooladhara, you don’t describe a pump for energy. You introduce me to the ancient memory of the earth holding my feet. When you speak of the Anahata, it isn’t just a centre to be “unblocked.” It is a living altar. Here, my grief and my divinity meet.

The difference isn’t just in the technique, Gurudev. It is in the feeling.

In my old life, I sought relief. I wanted the pain to go away. I wanted the stress to be wiped clean so I could go back to my normal life. But with you, I am not looking for relief. I am finding rebirth.

You have shown me that “cleaning” a chakra is temporary, but awakening its consciousness is eternal. You haven’t just taught me how to move Prana; you have initiated the Spanda within me. I feel it now—not as a tool I use, but as a current that uses me.

I am writing this just to say: Thank you.

Thank you for not letting me settle for being a technician. Thank you for destroying my “protocols” so that I could finally find my intuition. Thank you for showing me that I don’t need to “fix” myself—I need to know myself.

The path is harder now because I can no longer hide behind a handbook. I have to face the raw truth of who I am. But for the first time in my life, I feel real.

I am no longer just managing my energy. I am finally coming home to my Soul.

At your feet, in eternal gratitude,

Nitin Majrekar

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